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-Philip Elijah Ng Yong Sheng
-07 December 1990,
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Thursday, December 11, 2008 12/11/2008 04:13:00 AM

Have you ever live a life as a zombie?
Because right now, it really feels as though life has lost its colour
Everything that i'm doing right now, lack the purpose and determination in doing so
i find there is nothing worth fighting for
sooner or later, i will just end up as a folding table
who will appear only there is food, and hiding in my room all other time

life is short, it is better to live to the fullest
but can you see things from the bright side?
it is harder than you think
many people misunderstand seeing things from the bright side with avoiding the problem
it really takes great skill for that particular someone to accept what he have
and be seriously happy with what he has
most or everyone is born greedy
when we have it, we want more and doesn't cherish what we had
till the day we actually lose it than we would find out its importance

so am i to share this loneliness and thoughts?
you can't be there for me 24/7, so don't say you can
where is that happy go lucky side of me
has it disappear for good?
because all i see right now are black and white
where has all the other colours gone?
i want my rainbow, with aeroplanes flying there for me to catch

life continues...
i should too...