<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d4711753796678727982\x26blogName\x3dthis+is+my+world+and+my+life,+no+one+...\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://et3rnity-elijahhx.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://et3rnity-elijahhx.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d5736610253384003385', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
profile

-Philip Elijah Ng Yong Sheng
-07 December 1990,
-17, Attached
-Student of Temasek Polytechnic
-Diploma in Internet & Multimedia Development
-Liverpool, Fernando Torres
-Roger Federer, Maria Sharapova (:
-WWE, The Rock
-Crazy over Hong Kong Drama Serial

Free Counters

Music Player

Chatbox
friends

adam
adrian
ahbao
alicia
barnabas
dad
danial
devon
grace
huiying
jerry
melvyn slut
ming(:
piyathip
royston
sharlyn
shavonne
sheryl
shirley
victoria


archives

recently

The revival of a blog
 Notice
 day without her - 72
 day without her - 70
 day without her - 69
 day without her - 56
 day without her - 51
 day without her - 48
 day without her - 43
 day without her - 41


the difficulty
Thursday, November 20, 2008 11/20/2008 05:33:00 PM

ok haven't been feeling so good recently. Haven't really felt happiness since that day came. But then, now I feel really terrible. Not only I'm quitting this, and I'm quitting this all by myself. It is really very tough doing so. It has been like a habit, for like 1year 8months? I definitely can do this, but temptations have been flying all around me. It's difficult, but I try.

But how long can I last? I really don't know. Actually Im not going to stop for good. I just wanna prove to everyone, including myself, that I am able to do anything I want. And I mean it. By then when my birthday comes, it will be around two weeks, I think this should be long enough to prove everyone wrong.

Went out with Sheryl for dinner ytd. Had those normal chats with her, at least it could take my mind off things. Gonna meet my Godpa later. Another few hours to occupy myself with. See ya.