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-Philip Elijah Ng Yong Sheng
-07 December 1990,
-17, Attached
-Student of Temasek Polytechnic
-Diploma in Internet & Multimedia Development
-Liverpool, Fernando Torres
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Friday, November 14, 2008 11/14/2008 05:03:00 AM

I've been gone for months and finally return to blogging about my life. I just lose someone that is so important in my life and can find no one that i can just rant out my trouble. Anyway, no comments needed for my blog post.

Just completed my EIR work at 5.06am in the morning of a friday / 14-11-08 and i find myself really lost and alone. These few days have really strike me hard and I really thought that i was going to lose my mind. I guess all that smoking and drinking really clouded my senses and i got to stop it right now. My birthday is coming soon and i really think that there will not be any celebration.

It is really ironic, i waited so long for this day and really dreamt about what's going to happen. It just have to stop one day before. I really regretted not cherishing what i have and taking it for granted. My mouth could only go yada yada and i just find myself sitting down doing nothing. I really hate myself for what i become, seriously.

All i want for my birthday is just that one person, the one i regretted losing.

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i regretted going to school today, it really was a waste of time. Anyway, it did what it suppose to do, kept me occupied for awhile. I lost to GOD.. haha you really win. i knelt down one hour in search for an answer.