haiz
Saturday, March 29, 2008
3/29/2008 08:08:00 PM
life seems so insignificant now
i wish that my life would just end now
love?
Friday, March 28, 2008
3/28/2008 04:09:00 AM
Love differs from heart to heart, love can be good and can be bad. To love and be loved is the perefect ingredients to happiness but to love and not be loved will be a darkness in your soul. Being in love is like a drop of water after years of draught, it eases your souls agonies of life. Being in love is a feeling not all humans will experience. So if you have it cherish.......just love it..
i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end.
Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!
The Meaning of Love and being in Love is and this is from my opinion: When two people care for each other so much that they would not let nothing or no one get in there way of being together. And they will go to the end of the world to be with each other and do anything for one another. But no one can explain Love. There is no explantion only what u would call Love.
Well sometimes we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love some one then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell eachother everything. If you never argue then thats not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love.
The person who said-- You love somebody if you care for them more than you care for yourself. You love somebody when you would rather make them happy then your self happy-- you were absolutely right. Love can be described by that. If your own wants and needs dont matter to you as long as that person is okay, than that is true love
I believe that love can be described in more ways than one and there sure are different kinds of love you feel for someone but when you can't eat and can't sleep because all you think about is that special someone than you are definately in love. Ever sit on the couch thinking your going to relax and read a book or something and you look down and your on page 10 of the book but because your mind is thinking about the person you just can't seem to get your mind off of you have to go all the way back to page number one.....or you have a date with that special someone and when you glance at him/her for the first time that night your stomach knots with butterflies and you suddenly feel so sick because there's the woman(man) of your dreams standing in front of you....my defintion of love is when you can't wait to see that person again; when you get dropped off at home but run for the phone just so you can hear their voice once again; when you would give anything to be together just five more minutes; you trust them with all of your heart; your comfortable together and know you could talk about anything; you are there for each other no matter what good or bad; you stand beside them proudly with confidence and last but definately not least, sharing speacial moments that one day you know will make wonderful memories to look back on and share with the ones you love the most.
True love is when one cares about someone else's well being as much as one cares about one's own. Making someone else happy is certainly important, and yet one's own happiness in addition to that and as a result of that is what genuinely is true. True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about romantic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be definited and is also a given, known and reciprocated when two people "share" in it.
If we aren't happy with ourselves and tripping over ourselves to always please our partner without expecting anything back, then I don't call this love at all. One thing most of us have made mistakes over is wanting a 100% perfection in relationships and there is no such beast! Love has never been defined because it means different things to different people.
To me love is putting up with the arguments with that person and arguing your family down for them. Love is always being there but I don't think when you love some one you should love them more than your self because that is totally unhealthy.
Love is a feeling, an emotion that cannot be explained. Either you feel it or you don't. We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it. It is not a rational, predetermined action. When you can't rationalize that feeling then you call it love.
Easter Vigil is coming
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
3/18/2008 06:12:00 AM
had been a very busy last week for me
i was out most of the days FORTUNATELY
did not sleep for the entire night during friday
then met up with travun for breakfast at Macs at bedok
later, i met up with my chinese teacher and some ex-classmates
and my teacher treat me at jack's place =P yummy
even though i did not want to eat, they just ordered the food for me
and i think after one year, i finally played dota again
it is like so foreign to me now
after that travun and i met up with sharmaine
we decided to go to east coast park just to waste our time over there
boy! memories for me though
we sat at the breakwater and chat, lie on the sand, and then sat at the breakwater again
so much fun talking to you guys again
but then, the whole day i was like mar-bok.. gong gong..
must be the insufficient amount of rest i had
intending to go home and drop dead on bed
but godpa was sick and wanted me to continue mahjong for him
and surprising i won $55.. Woo!
other days are not as packed and fun as this one
so nothing much for me to say.
hmm.. So is it going to end
i really don't know
tears keep flowing down
i lost my reason to smile again
am i that useless, hopeless?
i'm really tired to do anything right now
the thoughts, the feelings
can they fucking go away
my brain is so being tortured right now
and it hurts very badly
fuck it
Saturday, March 8, 2008
3/08/2008 02:07:00 AM
finally i won in mahjong
against my mother, aunty dot and father tim
(:
i told you i be there for you
i waited and waited
i feeling so worried about you
everyone also know how i feel
i gave you all the space that you need
but in the end a mere friend of yours is much better then me
i really wondered what i am to you in this world
i won't say anything anymore
you had enough with your own life
never mind, i will be the air beside you
always not-known to anyone
i asked a simple thing and you understand
but you still will not do this
sigh...
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Friday, March 7, 2008
3/07/2008 06:22:00 AM
here is a brief things that i've done this past week
Monday:
probably the most boring day of the week
i just stayed at home because of the mahjong on sunday
but was checking out the things to do for next week
Tuesday:
Went out with dom, viven, sharlene and pang cheng for dinner
we ate at arnold's chicken at city plaza
probably better place to eat then KFC
after that we went to parkway and walked around
and i managed to buy something that i was finding(:
after that we met up with travun and went to parkway central to pool
then steven and his girlfriend met up to play too
after that while we were down to travun, dom and me
we sat at the bus-stop and had a nice talk while waiting for steven to send his gf home
then we went to steven's house to watch soccer and drink
and i finally get to pick up my jack daniels at his place (:
Wednesday:
Was supposed to meet up with dom and royston to go back changkat
but was really tired and i just slept till very late
sorry danial for not being there for you again
Thursday:
Meet up with steven and travun to play mahjong
sadly,only the three of us
and the losing streak continues
boy! my luck is really bad this year
hey who says that life gonna be easy
but definitely there will be sometimes that will really hit us badly
it is how you face it
and i'm sure that you can do it
to both of the person that are facing the rough patch of the life
just remember, don't give up
i'm always here, just a call away
scissor paper stone
Saturday, March 1, 2008
3/01/2008 04:27:00 PM
As the years went by, memories started to flow back
as we sat down at the table having our fun share of alcohol,
someone ignited that spark which led to a neverending conversation
people admitting what they felt previously before
all the things that was once sealed now let out to everyone
however, that's only a small part of it
then it began on how much we miss those old times
those were the time that we will never get it back again
too late for any regrets, sorry but those are the best
now all that is in our hands is to ask the others to treasure it
and not only the time, but the people that you have around you
because you never know when is, and will be the last time
that you actually will see them
