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just came back from Dom house. Was having a good talk with him for the whole night. Probably drinking session. :)

I gonna have to do this all alone.
I gonna do it for myself.
I gonna go on and try another time.
I gonna go my own way.

/edit
just woke up and ate my dinner
i'm feeling a little ewww.......
surprising because i thought i did not drink much
anyway, not that i dont care about myself but really thats the only way i could find that little bit of happiness that has been missing in my life.
now, i have woken up, back into reality again, and it sure sucks.

i still got lots of things to share, but to whom?
everyone seems different, everyone is a stranger

SOMETIMES...
We must be hurt in order to grow,
We must fail in order to know,
We must lose in order to gain,
Some Lessons are learned best only through pain.
SOMETIMES...
Our vision clears only after our eyes are washed with tears,
We have to be broken so we can be tender,
We are sick so we can rest and think better on things more important than work or fun
We are taken for trip near death so we can assess how we've run.

But then.....
If there is.....
Will he......