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-Philip Elijah Ng Yong Sheng
-07 December 1990,
-17, Attached
-Student of Temasek Polytechnic
-Diploma in Internet & Multimedia Development
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episode 8
Sunday, January 13, 2008 1/13/2008 05:09:00 PM

let us just forget it
i'm also too tired to continue

yeah, i'm somehow quite similar to my father
i've even inherited one of his genes
a really bad one
today when i took my mother's phone to read her message
i seriously saw such a disgusting side of my father
lets not talk about how unreasonable he can really be
but then, what he said in the message
was really.. haizz it's too bad for me to describe
scolding, saying how badly my mother brought us up
say we always use his money, say as though my mother ain't working
don't touch anything of his, especially his money
he want to see how we survive without him
such a 'great' role model we have there
one of the best thing he loves to do
blaming the whole damn world except himself
eh? so it's only your wife's responsibility to take care of us and not yours?
you're not the only one that is earning the money
you don't want us to touch your money?
then why even decide to start this family?
you don't want us to spend your money? go ahead take it!
i can even give you my life, just take it to your grave
i really don't give a shit
divorce? you really want?
seriously, i've been waiting for this day for very long already
if this word can come out of your mouth so easily, then i guess it doesn't mean much to you
so who cares? Us, the siblings tried really hard to patch up our differences
so as to keep the family together
but this family will never find peace, or family love
if you continue to think of your old days
how your father thrash all of you.
and i not knowingly following in your footsteps
i really hate myself, argh
at least, i sincerely regretted saying some things that hurt some others
haiz, i really wasted my time talking about him

i still have my oopg assignment to do
need to pass it up by tomorrow
and i haven't even start
i'm too tired to start it now
haven't catch a wink since yesterday till now
maybe later i would wake up at 10pm to do it
i hate that feeling, doing work late at night alone
and you know there is no one there for you in this situation