start of school!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
10/21/2007 11:14:00 PM
yeah, school will start tomorrow
so it means the start of more projects and work to pass up
and the first day back, its going to be until 6pm, how nice
feeling so so tired today after a really crazy drinking spree for the last two days
not enough of sleep, and the lack of enjoyment from this holiday
thats making me feel so fed up that school is starting again
however, other then that, i really wanted school to start
it beats working my ass off on a stupid full-shift schedule
im slowly getting back my life back after stopping work
going to plan all the movie outings
all the partying and all the shopping that really needed
i must prove to myself that without having a partner, it will also be as meaningful
whats the use of having a relationship
when most of the time you find yourself quarrelling with the other party
its either one party that have to always give in to the other
or else no matter what, the relationship will not work out
but giving in doesn't mean that you have to change yourself
or else that won't be the real you that is in it
its better to close one eye over then to be over sensitive over some things
saving one's face in a relationship will only lead to petty quarrels that really unnecessary
to really love a person, it really means that the person is even more important to you
then to yourself
you don't mind letting him/her go, just to know that he/she is happier that way
even to the expense of seeing that person in another relationship
cause when you see the smile on that person's face, you would feel that everything that you've done is really worthwhile..
so much for all the noble words, it is certainly easier said then done
how many people in this world can actually do this and really feel so happy about it
yeah, i failed badly in trying to do this
although i felt quite happy in doing so
i still feel the hurt and regret in doing this
but i prefer to just endure, this is what really makes my life feels much more meaningful
