waiter? i hope i can do it, waraku at marina
with so many things to remember in the menu
oh gosh, what am i suppose to do
here is something how the restaurant look like
yeps that will be my new life, earn my own stupid money
keeps me distracted from other things
my hip is really hurting
not really sure why, but while walking today, it felt like something came loose
and now it is hurting very badly
whenever i apply the pressure on my right leg, my tears almost flow out of my eyes
ouch ouch
i am dumb, my father tries to communicate with me
even though in a weird way
but what did i do? i just brush him aside and treats his words are like nothing
i guess i am too used to his blabbering and all
i guess that the problem between the both of us
the lack of communication
another thing that i need to seriously work on
i've just read danial's blog
it really makes me start thinking about alot of things
especially the phrase: "If i were to die tonight"
what if that really happens to me
will those that are close to me really grieve over it?
will those that i thought of really remember me
those that i want
have i ever make any impact in anyone life
i really ain't sure about it
ok, i'm not saying that i am going to commit suicide now
but yeah, accidents may happen anytime
many people do not know how to cherish what they have till it is gone
so i guess before that really happens, i should live life to the fullest
make everyday as if it is the last day of my life
make this humble life of mine really worthwhile
how nice to get a smile from everyone everytime you see them
it really does works miracles, certainly brightens up my day!
i guess it's another thing that i also have to work on
many people told me it is impossible
or maybe it is stupid to try to do it
but that was the time when i really felt it
like i was in heaven
the feeling is great, not many people gets the chance to experience
while i threw it away so easily
that's why i am regretting it now
yeps that will be my new life, earn my own stupid money