i really wondered
Friday, October 26, 2007
10/26/2007 01:43:00 AM
to a person that was once even my friend
yeah, just saw you working today when i was catching a movie with sheryl and victoria
somehow or what, i just did not want to face you, yeah
and the reason is not that i am guilty for whatever that happened
but the fact that i'm extremely disappointed on how much you have changed
perhaps, you just did not want to be around with both my bro and i
you were not happy, if so then why did you continue until now?
start complaining and swearing over it
yes, you took leave of from your work specially just to meet us to go out
yes, you came down immediately when we felt down
yes, we went through alot of shit together this year
and what? you wanted some appreciation from us?
this is becoming the joke of the century
as for that day when you took leave to go out with us
i really had work on that day, you can go ask both my friends that are also working there
but in the end i did not go because i overslept, and after that i really had a class bbq
but then all of my friends decided not to go cause not many wasn't going
and it was such a last minute decision
and you said i laugh about it for not telling you about that?
and that we were not there for you when you're feeling down?
you yourself did not tell us that you are not feeling right
you just tell us that, "oh you all want to go out?"
i don't remember something regarding that you are feeling down
and i told you, you could just ask my brother out even if i am not free
but fuck it, your ego is just too big to ask him
its not me that always so indecisive on going out
its him, and please just don't group both of us together cause that happen to you
cause that really piss me off, piss me off for something that i did not do
oh ya, and appreciation? you want some appreciation for what you do?
how old are you? u think this is some primary school work that after you finished it, your teacher will come by and say: "very good job! i really APPRECIATE what you done for me."
if you really expect appreciation for everything that you have done,
please just go own a dog, at least when you give it food, it will listen to you
or mayb you be some super hero of what, then start saving people
ya, then mayb the whole world will show appreciation to you
if that what you want SO FUCKING MUCH
and then if you are not those types that can take jokes
such as teasing you to drink booze when you're fasting
or complaining about some other things, then just say so
stop giving me that false face of yours and start to complain elsewhere
ya ya, you're not the person that we knew anymore
oh just have to tell you something if you forget
too many things happen to me in this year
i've been through the rough patch equally as bad as you
or mayb worse off then you
i'm much more not the person that i was once used to be
so don't fucking give me your petty attitude over things
seriously, the more i think about it, your complains sounded like you are my girlfriend
i don't have this kind of stupid things from my other guy friends
oh my fucking gosh!
i din't really want to write this post, it seriously childish and stupid to complain over such a thing
so it is up to you to think
i don't give a damn
having you as a friend or not doesn't really make a difference in my life
i seriously think you just need a girl in your life
give you all the love and time you need
so mayb you would not complain about the slightest thing ever
yeah, i've been too tolerant already
so you can just f*** off from my life
and i think after this decision, im finally seeing a change in my life
change of a better life
without my so called "girlfriend"
