this is my world and my life, no one understands..

whooshh

Thursday, December 13, 2007 12/13/2007 05:37:00 AM

so breathless till i pass here
so helpless when i turned
my throat is wrecked with all these coughing
my mind just cant find any peace
my morning has turn into night
and my night has turn into afternoon
now it is getting worse
with those wandering thoughts that also gone worse
720++ hours have pass by in a blink of an eye
how quick can that be
but this mere 6hours
it just felt like i went through hell

the air-con went whooosh
as the light slowly flickers like stars in the sky
alarm clocks sounded as lazy bones got up from bed
the air of the night was unbearable
at sub-zero temperature it might be

i hate the feeling of waking up now
for school, for work, anything! the feeling just sucks
right after you finished your bath with the minimum amount of warm water
the feeling is a combination of many negative things
just make you feel so alone
so here i am giving you all all the support
for those who are going to experience this now
cause PHILIP ELIJAH NG is finally having his holidays
finally my eyes droop down
as i begin my journey into slumberland
(posted late because i fell asleep :D)

he was left alone
when he was feeling down
he was easily irritated at the moment
probably becuz of that
he wasn't feeling too well
all he wanted was just to have someone's company
but it wasn't being understand at all
was it really worth it feeling down?
i really dunno.
i also can't help you

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